05 May 2009

Tuesday ramblings

"It's not the little engine that could, it's the little engine that deceived itself."
said by Tim Don after I explained my mantra of "there is no hill, there is no hill" while running the last mile yesterday which had two steep hills.

"I need something real to eat," she said after popping four M&Ms in her mouth.

I'm hungry today. I know why, and MS gave me crap about this last night. I'm not eating right again. He said he couldn't understand why I wasn't this \O\ big around when I'm running all the time and hardly eat. I'm not taking my own advice that I gave K a couple weeks ago. I've cut down my intake - "too busy" to eat breakfast, shoveling lunch in while working, kind of having a dinner after a run. I'm not eating enough. Dammit, Jim.

I think my fear is that I'll start eating more often like I should, but I won't exercise enough so then I'll just be eating and eating and then I'll get fat, and I can't do that. I need to find that balance. Part of what would help is if I made my meals like I should and had my snacks ready to go (like celery and PB, yogurt, etc) so I wouldn't have to think about it all.

Sanitize the passion
My boss now talks to himself. He never used to, but after 2 1/2 years of working with me, he now does. It's quite humorous. :)

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