31 March 2009

Tom Smykowski

I'm having a total Tom Smykowski "Jump to Conclusions" mat moment. And it took Boss3 to wake me up.

I suck at this dating thing and I think I'm pushing myself and the situation too much. This is the problem with society today - TV and problems are solved in 22 minutes (minus the commercials), the Internet has made instant gratification a norm, and when things don't happen on those instant timelines it seems like things aren't going right.

People don't work that way. And I don't know what the hell I was thinking in that the relationship I'm in right now should work the same way. Ugh. I'm so annoyed with myself right now.

Granted, I still think there are some things that could have happened by now (at least this week) that could have made my life a little better. But since I don't know the situation on the other end I really shouldn't be jumping to any conclusions yet. I have to give the benefit of the doubt.

So I'm just trying to breathe and work things out in my head. And by listening to Boss3 maybe I give a little more time to this whole thing.

1 comment:

Karen Elizabeth said...

Wow. Now looking at this long, interesting comment in Chinese (?), I gather that you either have gotten spammed, or someone in China has A LOT to say about your Tom Smykowski post. I don't think I could say that much, but it would be cool to type in little pictures instead of these boring letters we get stuck with. The grass is greener, right?