03 February 2009

I don't know what to write

I'm struggling with a post for today. I want to write about my stupid state and their unwillingness to ban smoking in restaurants and other public places for an economic reason not for health. I want to write about my social life but I just can't. I want to lament that the energy is down in my office again but I just have to listen to Aqua to get that back, so that'll be happening tomorrow.

I want to talk about the Big Bopper, Buddy Holly, Richie Valens; but I can't. I want to talk about the Four Chaplains; but I can't (I'll give you a link to that one though).

At times I just want to cry. At other times scream. At other times laugh my fool head off. I'm very conflicted right now.

So all I'm going to say for now is...I don't know. But I hope you're well.


min said...

Hang in there!!
I think with get mental 'colds' the same way we get physical 'colds'.
Is a brief period when we just aren't feeling quite right. The only cure is pampering yourself and the passage of time.
If symptons persist, see a doctor.

Sarah said...

I have those days too. You want to do everything and nothing all at the same time. When I have days like that I always want to have people around me but no one that actually wants to talk. Just someone to be in the same room as me.