There’s nothing like a night of CSI and apple pie (#6!) to make a girl smile. Well, that and new, on sale for $10, crop, track pants. Oh and purple bandanas. Oh and making plans with A1 for tonight. Woohoo!
Okay…so in all seriousness, I am feeling better. I’ve decided not to let the bully (i.e. my negativity and other’s negativity) land me on my ass. Change happens for a reason. There is chaos during the change process but that’s what life is all about. It’s how you handle the chaos that makes the difference. There is good in everything, and finding and holding on to the good will get you through the icky parts.
So that’s what I’m going to do. While I am still confused on some of the issues, my plan is to confront those and find out why and how this is happening. Then I can intelligently deal with the situation, as best as this non-intelligent girl can do. I think a lot of my comments this week have been based on emotions – the suddenness of the change, the lack of information, the unclear outcome of what is in store – and I need to focus more on how to make it work in my life – either by jumping in with both feet if that would be the best option, testing the waters with my toes, or stepping away from the river.
How’s that for completely confusing? Sorry folks. I can’t go into detail here, but I am working through it. I thank all of you for your happy thoughts sent my way. I’m on the upswing on the see-saw again. This time the bully will land on his ass as I jump off and head for the swings.