Paranoia

Just because I'm paranoid doesn't mean that they aren't out to get me. - Woody Allen

This is one of my favorite quotes…though it’s probably not the best and really, when you read that, what does that say about me?

I think C is avoiding me. Of course I could just be paranoid, as I usually am. But she has barely talked to me in the past week or so. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve done something wrong of because of this job thing. I went up to see her at noon today but she wasn’t there so I didn’t get to ask. She’s been coming in the top door and leaving the same way. I’m not sure what to do about this. Just another factor to add to my stress list – on top of gaining weight back and trying to decide my future.